i'm trying to find the words and i'm everything but prepared.
i don't exemplify the life i want you to live.
i should have started at the beginning, i should have tried harder, been better, shared more.
i've pushed the peace, the comfort, the love, the freedom, the understanding, the mercy, the happiness so far from your sight.

i don't know how to start over.

this makes me stronger and sweeter and spontaneous.
i love you.

you mean much more to me than you realize.

love is enough for me.

sometimes i just want love to be flawless. i don't want any obstacles. i just want time and energy and for miles to disappear. i want schedules to align and the security that it's not going anywhere. i want what's written in a book. i want a true fantasy.

but love takes patience.






i don't like waiting patiently...

two.

sometimes love has to overcome distance. it must persevere through miles. but it's better that way. it's proven. it's tested. love has overcome, and tastes so sweet.

day one:

love shares. it is selfless. it listens and learns.