iamloved.

what do you do when you don't have the right words to say? what do you do when all of the words you could say don't mean a thing? when you know nothing in this world could make you feel alright and you're miles away?

i'm praying for you. i just wish i could turn it all around.

and the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay.

sometimes i still want to feel you. to be felt by you. but i know i am more without you.

and it's not that the options aren't there. they are. they just aren't the right ones.

i'm ready for someone that understands before it's too late. who knows who i am. who can't let it go.